| go fuck off you |
[Jul. 12th, 2006|03:57 am] |
good lord, i havent updated this in like two months. whatever, i started writing on a paper journal with a pen and shit. but i cant find my pen. anyway, so, since the last post, a whole hell of a lot has happened. and if you are my friend then you know about it, and if you arent my friend then you shouldnt know about whats up with me. hence, i dont think ill be posting shit in this at all. you wanna know whats up with me, talk to me. thats that.
so someone, please, talk to me. |
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| its been a while |
[May. 21st, 2006|01:43 am] |
so i havent updated in a while.
recently i got fired from my job at the bagel shop in monroe.
so i moved out of toms house and moved to PA.
i live in pittston, pa now with my sister.
im glad i think. its nice living with family again.
i really miss sarah, i havent seen her in almost a week.
her and alex were supposed to come visit yesterday, but they didnt.
then they said they might come up today, but they didnt again.
i wish i had a car, cause i know they dont want to drive here to see me. i hope i get a job soon here so i can get a car so i can go and visit everyone. i have a lot of applications to drop off on monday, so hopefully something will happen.
im sick too to top it all off.
ive been sleeping on the couch. its weird i dont like sleeping in beds alone.
like when me and scott had the apartment, i think i slept in the living room more then my bedroom cause i dont like sleeping on a big bed with no one there.
im lonely as fuck.
i dont even wanna talk about it all. |
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| so yeah |
[Apr. 16th, 2006|05:02 pm] |
i met like the most amazing person and life is good.
i feel like im constantly in like some movie, and im the main character, its just unbelieveable.
i love it. and i love her. sarah.
and i saw against me and alkaline trio last night.
against me didnt play as many songs as i wanted but i still had that same feeling i get when i see them. its like i get lost in it. and alkaline trio played soooo many good songs. soooooo many songs in general. i left after they played for an hour and a half and were still goin.
so life is great, and i love it, and im so happy, and sarah i love you. |
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[Apr. 11th, 2006|12:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
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| [ | music |
| | Bright Eyes - Lover I Dont Have to Love | ] |
i feel really happy.
i met a new person.
and i like them and the way i feel around them.
a whole lot. |
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| were 18 and 21.... |
[Apr. 4th, 2006|01:47 am] |
"18 and 21, 1:30 a.m. and were painting boxes and watching james and the giant peach. we should be out like drinking and doing chicks."
- Alejandro Julian Garces, Tuesday, April 4, 2006. 1:30 a.m.
so thats what im up to.
james and the giant peach is like one of my favorite movies. i love it.
also i painted the inside of a tissue box for alex. the piece is called "The Life and Times of: A. Garces"
the inside of the box says things like "In 6th grade i wore bifocals" "I have a sword" "I hunt ape face" "Randy is my best friend" and on the outside it says "Peas oh snap!" and "I am... Alexxx"
my cat is licking her vagina. alex told me. shes in heat, thats why. shes gettin it done herself, you know, you dont always have the luxury of havin someone there to take care of it for you. haha, i make myself laugh so much.
me and alex are 18 and 21, not respectively, however, we are quite respectable.
one day ill be a stellar speller, thats what alex told me, then he laughed, said "oh im so funny" then sighed and said "oh, my life is so sad"
now hes makin death threats to my menicing cat. if he kills her id kill him.
i wouldnt, id cry, id be upset, then well, whatever, id get over it one day.
alex just said "yeah, id call the golden girls one of the hottest shows on tv"
i disagree.
everything in qoutes, alex said tonight. "i love this song"
im gonna end this when he says something else funny so i can go out with a bang.
hes not talkin. "i just wanna see what this show is all about, is that all right with you, its no that 70s show, but hey"
oh fuck it, hes not gonna say anything else funny. so i will. fuck it. i cant do it either. |
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| this is gay, i cant believe i did it.. |
[Mar. 31st, 2006|01:16 pm] |
BUT ITS TRUE! Online quizes tend to be accurate for randomly generated shits.....
| Your Birthdate: March 22 | 
You tend to be understated and under appreciated.
You have a hidden force to do amazing things, doing them your own way.
People may see you as strange and shy, but they know little.
Your unconventional ways have more power than they (and even you) know.
Your strength: Standing up for what you know is true
Your weakness: You tend to be picky and rigid
Your power color: Silver
Your power symbol: Square
Your power month: April |
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| why i love alex..... |
[Mar. 31st, 2006|12:36 am] |
punkrawknj (12:17:04 AM): i think im having a heart attack dude.
bones of birches (12:17:08 AM): why ?
punkrawknj (12:17:10 AM): no joke
punkrawknj (12:17:31 AM): mu chest is hurtin and burnin alot and it sucks and i t hurthas
bones of birches (12:17:47 AM): is your left arm having shooting pains ?
punkrawknj (12:18:59 AM): no well, it hurts on the left side of my chest
punkrawknj (12:19:07 AM): not my actual heart
bones of birches (12:19:11 AM): well you might just have indigestion
punkrawknj (12:19:13 AM): i mean the right
bones of birches (12:19:17 AM): or acid reflux
bones of birches (12:19:21 AM): take asprin
punkrawknj (12:20:17 AM): i cant walk.
punkrawknj (12:20:40 AM): i have no legs. tom ate them. haha, no i do have legs, i kid
bones of birches (12:20:51 AM): youre a bastard
bones of birches (12:20:53 AM): are you okay ?
punkrawknj (12:21:09 AM): no
punkrawknj (12:21:17 AM): my right arm hurts and my chest hurts
bones of birches (12:21:32 AM): but you can walk is what i mean
punkrawknj (12:21:52 AM): what if my hearat is really on my right side, and the reason i have trouble with love is because my heart is backwards.
punkrawknj (12:22:08 AM): thats good. no i can walk.
bones of birches (12:22:10 AM): whatever gets you through the day
punkrawknj (12:23:44 AM): does it get me through the day. alex im a very complex person and i think of so many crazy things. if people actually knew what was going on, itd be oh no here comes no friends randy cause hes a psycho
bones of birches (12:24:22 AM): well ill always be your friend
bones of birches (12:24:28 AM): even if you were a psycho
punkrawknj (12:24:33 AM): youre getting alot of my real inner thoughts right here. thanks man.
bones of birches (12:24:34 AM): or are, which you are. |
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| i like this thing but i hate... |
[Mar. 30th, 2006|10:48 pm] |
how i feel like all of my friends who i used to consider my best friends and who i used to say id love to death all hate me or think im an asshole when i all i want is to make things better and be friends.
but you know what (chris, eric, hell even lauren, scott every day youre farther from me and i get more of the cold shoulder than ever, and fuck theres more) but hell im done trying to be your friends. im not gonna do it cause its not worth it. for some reason im the asshole. fuck that, fuck you. all i try to do is the right thing, and well a lot of you straight up burned me and now you hate me. then some of you just stop talkin to me and act like you never knew me. im done tryin to rehash memories and rekindle old relationships. this is me moving on and saying get fucked. and i dont care anymore, not that you do anyway.
look out, sketchy man on the loose.
fuck you guys.
i heard something tonight that i liked.
"when youve done something right, people wont know youve done anything at all."
hell i loved you guys like my family.
but i guess i gotta stop killin myself. |
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| so seriously..... |
[Mar. 30th, 2006|08:22 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Monroe! | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Yo Man! Go | ] |
ok, im gonna update this seriously now. here we go. ill give a heading with a topic and then ill give my thoughts on that topic. do you got it? well, here we go.....
Monroe:
So i moved to monroe and its really nice down here. i thought id never be able to leave somerville, but now that im gone, when i go back i hate it, it sucks and i feel out of place or like it just doesnt feel right. so now that ive been in monroe its like hillsborough if youre my friend from somerville, you understand. lots of big fields, long stretches of roads, and suburban america all blended together perfectly. ha. its nice, its relaxing and everything is new to me, so its fun, exciting and i can start fresh. plus i live with my friend tom and his parents and its awesome cause i love tom and his family. its great.
Work:
So as you may or may not know i havent worked since like decemeber. and i was/am poor and it sucked. ive been lookin for a job, half assidly i must say, but i finally got one. i work at this deli now, i start there on wednesday and i can ride a bike there. which is great, cause i dont have my car cause i lost the keys and i cant get new keys until i get my first pay check. ive def. been getting in shape though, i feel so much better.
Friends:
Ive lost a few and ive made few. what can i say. its life. ill always have a few that i know will be there. like alex, tom, scott, trev, and jon. i dont know, theyll always be there. if its bad or good, theyll be there. so yeah. thats that.
Girls:
Its been officially a year since kate broke up with me. and well, i dont want to talk about it much, cause yeah, i miss her, and she wont talk to me, and she doesnt want to, but whatever. i still think shes a wonderful person and yeah. since her, i talked to some other girls, none really got my attention, i recently dated this girl dana, and that was nice cause shes really cool and shit, but i dont know, she said i was too nice, and i know what she meant, and whatever, shes cool, just didnt work out. now i guess im tired of being alone, but afraid to commit to someone, so im in a wierd place. like i want to be in a relationship, and there is a girl or two that have my eye, which sounds lame, but i dont know what i want right now, but i have some ideas. so yeah. i just wanna fall in love like that first time again, but i doubt its gonna happen, seriously doubt it will.
Band:
I started a new band, and its called DuChamp. im siked for it. its gonna be a lot of fun. check us out and shit. i cant wait to be on the stage again, its like im in my own world then, and its always the best feeling ever, i loooove it.
so i got a band now, i got a job again, and yeah shits starting to fall in place cause i feel like im at home again. sheesh. |
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| Chiggity Check yourself.... |
[Mar. 30th, 2006|07:04 pm] |
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this is my first journal entry, im just fucking with it. i dont have anything to say. chloe made me do this. im gonna make fun and deep and meaningful posts later on tonight maybe. well see. |
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